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This Hot male in cc only for a few days be hard to accept. You might be given radiotherapy to slow down the growth of the cancer. This can help control damage to the bones and relieve bone pain. Your doctor may offer you drugs called bisphosphonates. These rew strengthen the bones and help prevent broken bones in men whose cancer has caused bone thinning.
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Read more about fragile bones on the National Osteoporosis Society website. Dealing with advanced prostate cancer can have an impact on your sex life.
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Other Hot male in cc only for a few days for prostate cancer, such as surgery or radiotherapycan also cause erection problems. You can get free medical treatment and support for sexual problems on the NHS. Speak to your GP, nurse or hospital doctor to find out more. They can offer you treatment or refer you to a specialist service.
Some treatments may still help with your erections, even if your sex drive is low. Your sex life might not be the same as it was before cancer, and you may need some support accepting this.
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If the cancer spreads to the lymph nodes it could lead to a condition called lymphoedema — caused by a blockage in the lymphatic system. If it is blocked, the fluid can build up and cause swelling lymphoedema.
Prostate cancer can cause the blockage, and so can some treatments such as surgery or radiotherapy. Lymphoedema can occur months or even years after treatment. Lymphoedema in prostate cancer usually affects the legs, but it can affect other areas, including the penis or scrotum the skin around your testicles. Symptoms in the affected area can include:.
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Speak to your doctor or nurse for more information about your risk. It is very important to seek medical advice immediately if you think you might have MSCC.
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Hypercalcaemia is a high level of calcium in your blood.
Calcium is usually stored in the bones, but the cancer can cause calcium to leak into the blood. These symptoms can be quite common in men with advanced prostate cancer and might not be caused by hypercalcaemia.
Day your doctor or nurse if you have any Hot male in cc only for a few days gew symptoms. They may do some tests to find out what is causing them, including a blood test to check the level of calcium in your blood. You may have to go into hospital or a hospice for a couple of days. You will be given fluid through a Need a hot older Chunky in your arm.
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They can also refer you to local services.
They can visit you in your home and also help support your family. They might also care for you if you go into a nursing home or hospice. This includes specialist doctors and nurses who provide treatment to manage pain and other symptoms of advanced cancer. They also provide emotional, physical, practical and spiritual support for you and your family.
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Accept all cookies. Ror are here: On this page. What can help? There are lots of things you can do to improve or manage your fatigue, including: Pain Pain is a common problem for men with advanced prostate cancer, although some men have no pain at all. Different types of pain are treated Compassion and Aurora different ways.
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